noteface

an apology

There is something long unsettled in me 
so I am going to attempt to settle it.
Probably more for myself. But it feels necessary.
I have too much regret
and there shouldn't be any.
I don't want there to be any.
So I am sorry I did not say things I was thinking
and, moreover
I apologise for my lack of courage.
I apologise for allowing my own insecurities to be a barrier to goodness.
I apologise for thinking too rationally at times and too naively or ignorantly at others.
But I think that now you are 'ok' or 'happy'
(whatever definition of those words are yours, or can be yours),
which is good.
It's good.
Everything is together.