everyone else is where I want to be and I'm doing it better

Your eyes
are sunk like
blue-yellow-green
inside seashell
dusk storm
mac monitor light
colour

Or like
you haven't eaten red meat for a month
and not taken supplements
and stayed up all night watching YouTube
(you have, you do, do you?)

Like,
let's go run around the globe
a quick jog for tired under-eyes

I don't want this sleepy country.

No, I want this country, but I
want it awake.