Saturday, November 25, 2017

in a car park in Rai Valley

Chet was there then, too
nestled in amongst those dark blue giants
hovered by lightest grey clouds
and held in the hands of the youngest man

I asked for him by name at Te Kainga
but I was the youngest girl, so
The Shins rang out instead
and that was okay, except
now they make me nostalgic
and are mandatory listening on South Island road trips
(just as The White Stripes were, briefly,
for a short while 'til Chet fixed it)

and so there’s something unnerving
about the unfinished house in this paddock
and the rolled joint sitting in your ear …

except you’re reading me a book and

cooking me a meatless meal.

Friday, November 24, 2017

renegade joint

renegade joint:
we pass it back and forth between us
lightening speed, the opposite of green -
windows down and A/C on,
natural lavender scent sprayed,
sunnies on, beer in hand -
waiting in line on a hot stretch of tarmac

I recall how easy it feels -
my breathing flows in spheres
and it seems unfair
that this isn’t default …

my eyes rest
my peace returns
my lips relax
I actually feel happy

I think, and I
stop thinking
I am “not thinking”
about thinking

Everything is dancing

we float on the water
moving easily between islands

the captain conducts a drill
and nobody moves.


Fortrose in the Catlins, Otago, Aotearoa New Zealand
















Monday, November 6, 2017

It's so hard to be with the world today.